Friday, August 29, 2008

Whoa Nellie!!!

Well, the onset of blood pressure trouble was later this time [Yay!], but it seems to be ramping up to very severe much more quickly [as opposed to past pregnancies where it has taken about 2 weeks to go from "bad" to "serious"].

I'm trying not to freak out here actually. ;) My blood pressure has been higher than what my doctor said she wanted me in the hospital for for the last 3 nights and I'm not sure what to do really. If I were being a "good patient" right now, I would be at Labor and Delivery with the blood pressure I have at this moment [160/100] but... what do I do with the other kids?

My husband would be fine here with them over night, but he can't keep them by himself for the next few days or weeks if I am in the hospital... ARGH. I don't have anyone else who can keep them - my parents plan to keep them for 2 nights while we actually *have* the baby, but that's it. Not right now...

Just don't quite know what to do here. I know if I go in to L&D they are probably going to keep me until it is safe to deliver the baby.

And I'm having that lovely *extreme* headache already - the one caused by cerebral swelling... which definitely seems bad. So, I'm in a lot of pain [but I'm doing very well at offering this up as a prayer for a few people who really need prayers right now, so at least it is not in vain...].

Argh. This is where I didn't want to go this pregnancy. We don't have much of a support system any more [due to friends moving away, friends in the process of moving away, friends being seriously ill themselves, and the loss of quite a few friends after what happened last year when DH and I reconciled....].

So, anyway, I have some requests of you, dear readers: 1) please pray for the baby and I to be safe, and 2) please pray for my other children - my older children especially seem to be very upset at seeing me so sick now suddenly and I think they are having some flashbacks to last time, which isn't great for them, and 3) please send me your prayer requests - I am about to have a lot to offer up on your behalf! :)

I'm feeling less afraid right now than I would have expected to feel, I feel kind of peaceful about everything in a very odd way, but I do feel confused about what I should do from here. I think I need to pray for the Lord's clear guidance! [Why didn't I think to do that already?!!!]

3 comments:

Kelly said...

Melanie wrote:

Kelly, you need to go to the hospital. Take your kids if you must - when I was there with L there was a woman that had 3 of her kids with her bc they had no other choice. What are they going to do? Kick you out?

You know how serious pre-e and eclampsia are. PLEASE don't take any chances.

You are in my prayers mightily right now. PLEASE call your doctor and if she says go to the hospital, PLEASE GO!!!

Pam said...

I agree with Melanie. GO to the hospital. Everything else will work out.

Amy said...

GO TO THE HOSPITAL!
Have you asked your parents if they would watch the little ones? I am sure they would rather have them longer than something terrible happening to you and/or the baby.
I wish we lived closer, you could bring them all here.
Please, go to the hospital.
We will pray for you all.