It has been a crummy week and yesterday was a crummy day. I am trying to "keep my chin up", but I feel lonely. I feel abandoned. I feel so sad. I feel scared for my children. And I feel worried and overwhelmed at the idea of single parenting my 5 beautiful monkeys.
I know that I will be able to do this - I know that Jesus will see me through this. But I think I'm going through a necessary mourning period right now. The shock and sadness of all that has happened is hitting me full force this week.
We have been blessed in so many ways in the last 2 weeks - people have been so very good to us. That is what is keeping me going at present, and I'm so grateful to everyone near and far that has offered kind words, prayers, food, and other kinds of help. Thank you.
So, just to keep this from being a totally depressing entry, here is a picture of the kids and I and my niece at the Cowboy Museum a few weeks ago [pre-world falling apart]. It was a really neat place and we had a blast! We went with my dad, who is a great historian.
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